I THINK I HAVE POOR LEADERSHIP

I have a deep seeded fear

That voicing my wants
Gives gorged form to my desire

That it establishes in the minds of others
that I would take up space
Inconsiderate of the space others need
me and all my distructive tendencies

So how do I choose?

How do I grasp the truth of service
How do I fill the my self to brim with the vigor of living

Can I bare the burden of
forgone responsibility

Or will I be crushed under the weight
of its judgment